This Is For Fun, Right?

The other day, I showed up to practice thinking, "Okay, I'm gonna get down to work, then leave."

Since when did this band thing constitute work?

Maybe since I heard that the October first gig is a paying one. Or it could be because it's hard for me to really get into some of the songs.

Whatever the reason, I can choose to have fun! And be happy!

It's no fun singing when I am gritting my teeth the entire time.

The goal is to have fun with my male band mates but still have an appropriate amount of emotional distance.